Reminisce

I LOVE to reminisce, and because of that, it is my biggest downfall; or gift. Not really sure. I've been listening to some music tonight, and drinking a couple of drinks to go along with it and have been thinking. I really do miss somebody. I won't name names cause that is not right, but it starts with an E. I know we had hard times, but there was also good times. I know the bad as much as the good and lately I've been reminiscing so much of a place called; well what can we say without giving it away. It starts with a V and is north of us. I just keep thinking about our time there and can't get it out of my head. I so much want to go there again. Its crazy. I want to go there so bad. UGH...

Everyday I think of something that reminds me of her and it starting to make me crazy. If not for a second or a fleeting moment, it is still there. So many memories and so many times an so many moments that its driving me crazy. I do hope she is happy though; she deserves that the most. She deserves the best, and I really hope she will find that. =( Can't help but be a little sad there, but she does deserve the best.

Oh maybe its the booze and all but I just feel so sentimental tonight. UGGGGGHHHH. Cest la vie. This post along with so many will go through a digital abyss of useless information. Someone someday will read this or maybe not. Though its ironic and I've said it before, the only person I want to read this even though I blast this to the world, will probably never see it. LOL I"m and idiot. LOL or maybe a little buzzed. But its all true. It is. Miss ya.